I always knew what I wanted - but many want that
Still, I sat down between all the chairs
And made me comfortable - no problem so farI made an effort - never was one of them
And just reveled in unattainable plans
And in the end the reward was frustrationI thought I could force it
The self-deception did me no good, because ...You're always best when you don't really care
You are always best when you are just completely normal
You are always best then - you no longer have to test this every time
Others don't care about your reflectionI wasn't myself anymore - it was getting dangerous
Doing what others asked was not honest with myself
Those who simulate truth are only accepted for a short timeI pleased everyone - everyone should love me
Didn't see the demons that made me do it
Was trapped and no longer free and I was broken in the processYou can't blind the world forever
I have to stop the nonsense immediately because ...You're always best when you don't really care
You are always best then, because otherwise ambition will eat you up
You are always best then - you don't have to test it - not again
Others don't care about your reflectionYou can lie to those around you for a while
But you will not deceive your own heart
You reap what you sow - so it will be your heart that betrays youI don't want to dampen your vigor at all
If you want something, you have to fight for it
You promise me only one thing: Always stay yourself and stay with yourselfI'm always at my best when I don't really care
I'm always at my best when nobody pisses on my shelf
I'm always best then - second, third, or tenth best
Not even the best for me
I don't have to test this out
Not again
Others don't care about my reflection